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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, January 21, 2010
took leave today, didn't go camp. wasn't in a good mood and still feeling very down and lost. went drinking ytd night with my bestfriends, thanks guys for cheering me up! but things will still be the same. nothing has change. get damn drunk and woke up it's still the same thing. sigh, i'm really sorry for what i had did. i know that this time round, i had really hurt you alot from your post i read. i won't blame you if you're not gonna forgive me but at least we can still be friends. i guess? maybe what you told me before is right.. sigh, i'm still hanging on and waiting for hope that came across my mind. i'm now at the very deep of the ocean trying to flood on the water, and swim back as fast as i can but meanwhile i'll be drown anytime. keep flipping back to our photos that we took. really miss you and, wanna be beside you now but i know you need time to cool down. i really wanna hug you as tight as possible! you remember what you told me, that you won't run away or change another bf cause when your *yi gen han mao tong* i know what you want. and i'm the only one that can ren you for what you did. baby you know that i really love you and even thou if i'm checking on you, it's because i care and worried for you. right now, i'm in ns.. no money, no confident nothing.. if you were in my shoes, tell me how can you not scare.. how will you feel if you dun have all this and you've got a gf and is willing to wait for you to work and earn money, so that she can be at home and no need to work outside. i'm trying my very best this time round in our relationship. but i guess now, everything i had did is just that i'm a fling to you? it really hurts me alot. i had never really love a girl till like this before. you had taught me what is relationship but half way till you're gone. thought that this relationship i had with you were last till we old.. but i guess it's gonna stop here real soon.. *tears keep dripping down every second* nothing will change from now on. my love for you will remain the same. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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